(This post was written months after Amy's passing I just couldn't deal with all the feelings so soon after it happened, and yet here I am bawling my eyes out as I write this). It never gets easier somehow life still goes on without the ones we love and we have to figure out how to keep going while they are gone. We had a wonderful service for our sister Amy. She always talked about her funeral and death and would ask us what we would say about her and things like that so it was a little serial having that play out in real life. We decided to have a family picture before everyone started showing up and then we went in to have some time with Amy just us. Landon did not want to come into the room, but I was able to hold his hand and talk to him and he was glad he got to see how peaceful and beautiful Amy looked. I was able to give the eulogy, while Stephanie Matt, and Lisa all spoke. Justin dedicated the grave and both Dean and Devin gave prayers. It was a beautiful services my siblings did an amazing job there was plenty of tears. love and laughter shown throughout the day. We will always love and carry Amy with us in our hearts and thoughts each day and can't wait for the day when we will see her again and be able to wrap our arms around her and hug her. I know she is in heaven with our brother and Savior. I know she is with my family members who have gone before her and that is not in pain anymore. I know she is happy and I cant wait to see that smile and hear her laugh again one day. Love you Amy Until we see you again.
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